I started this endless train along time ago, in this chapter basically I'm going to describe my love life and my different experiences.
Let's go to the smallest corniest thing I did when I was little.. I think red flags should have went up about my sexual orientation.
When I was 5 years old, I said my neighbor who was also 5, "I'll show you mine if you show me yours. At that same moment, his mom over hear us and walked me home telling my family I was never allowed over again....
When I was 13 years old I was a curious. I met this girl, actually this girl met me, and chased me all around the playground. Little did I know my friend liked this girl. Which caused a fist fight in the middle of school. In the end, I got the girl, and was suspended for 5 days, what fun! Anyway, after spending a night on the roof of my house, watching every drunk guy stumble out of the bars below, and watching the sun set and rise, I was no longer a virgin
When I was 15 I ended up dating my best friend from 2nd grade. Also know as the girl that hurt me the most in relationships. After all we went through I ended up being her fallback guy.
At age 16, i started discovering who I am and started considering myself as Bisexual... Ended up dating my first boyfriend, a year before us finally dating I considered myself a homophobe, and ended up telling my first boyfriend, to "get the hell away from me you stupid fag".... Yeah... One year later we were dating.. Leading the my first time being with a guy. Both romantically and sexually. This boy ending up cheating on me countless times, and mentally abused me numerous times. Not saying I was an angle but I wasn't as bad as he was to me... Anyway!! From now on he will be known as Boyfriend #1
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